That’s a huge blow Banae.
Especially because it seems like he was the sole cause.
Anyhow, may they find comfort and solace in:
“He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds” Psalms 147:3
Shait man.
This would be difficult to live through or even want to live through even for the most stoic man.
Then also knowing that they died at your hands just makes it darker.
Shait.