If anyone says they have never had suicidal thoughts they are lying. There was a time i tried to commit suicide, i was really feeling low, some businesses had failed and i was employed as an mpesa attendant by a relative, i decided to take all the cash at the end of the day and go to mombasa, my plan was to drown in a swimming accident in the ocean. Reaching the bus terminus all buses were booked but a guy approached me and told me he could arrange for me to hitch hike with a canter carrying cargo to mombasa, i agreed, comfort wasn't really a top priority. On the way something strange happened, some road bandits attempted to rob the truck, i just remember waking up and seeing an arrow pointed at me, the lorry swerved there was some screams but apparently we made it, that really scared me, i mean i wanted to die but i was afraid of death at the same time. I made it to mombasa,
To be continued...