Valeb
New Lister
Four months ago I met this guy. We've been dating smoothly having not to worry about anything. Outings, playing and everything couples do. Except sex.
Being an amateur at 22, sex is only spoken in books and watched on TV and gadgets for me. Never have I tried it before.
My man knows this and assured me it's alright. He can wait till am ready. And ofcourse, not only does he love me, he respects me so much. This is what he usually says.
All was going well until a few days ago i found out he's been hooking up with some girl and soon they were going to fuck.
I didn't ask him, since I thought it was baseless. The bitterness, all the pain, I kept it inside. Little did I know I was becoming cold and distant.
Being so observant, he noticed this. Countless times he's asked about the sudden change of attitude and all i say is "I'm just too preoccupied, everything is okay"
I don't wanna ask him about the girl for the fear of being clingy and desperate. I rather swallow a whole lot of cowdung than let a man see me as clingy.
Being an amateur at 22, sex is only spoken in books and watched on TV and gadgets for me. Never have I tried it before.
My man knows this and assured me it's alright. He can wait till am ready. And ofcourse, not only does he love me, he respects me so much. This is what he usually says.
All was going well until a few days ago i found out he's been hooking up with some girl and soon they were going to fuck.
I didn't ask him, since I thought it was baseless. The bitterness, all the pain, I kept it inside. Little did I know I was becoming cold and distant.
Being so observant, he noticed this. Countless times he's asked about the sudden change of attitude and all i say is "I'm just too preoccupied, everything is okay"
I don't wanna ask him about the girl for the fear of being clingy and desperate. I rather swallow a whole lot of cowdung than let a man see me as clingy.
