Why I left her

If you are in a relationship, you'd know why we end up single at times. For the longest time, men are always on the wrong, we end up being judged for wrong reasons. I mean we can't open our eyes in peace, we can't thirst for sure.

Two months ago, I was in a relationship that almost led to the bullshit called marriage. We were in love, we could literally do everything and anything together. People were envious of our relationship until I cheated. Just one cheat made me the bad person. Why can't women understand that men are born polygamous? We can't do anything about it, honestly.

There's this time I regretted losing my virginity at the age of 13, since that time, I had an urge of having sex every time because 'mchovya asali, achovyi mara moja'. I became a sex addict. I have a number count of 57, I am honest. So my shopkeeper told me that's why we are told to abstain until marriage, well, I know this but sex is good.

The woman who broke my virginity was the reason I left my wife to be. This woman taught me a lot, including wamlambez. The first time we met, she did the most, from oral sex to all the stuff you see in movies, I loved it. I'm good at pekenjeng because of her, my exes would come back because of pekenjeng since I had no money to spoil them, I guess they had sponyos.

My virginity breaker came back to my life last year when she bought her first car and divorced, she came to claim her protege and I fell into her trap, she took me to a driving school and gave me her car, I acted as her chauffeur and could get double pay(pekejeng and money) this was a good deal for sure. The only problem was she didn't want me around another girl, so I had to lie to my girlfriend every day to be with my virginity breaker. I could leave the house at 6 am to take her to work and sometimes sleep at her house, my girlfriend alikua dryspell ile mbaya.

Whenever I could sneak and go back home, my girlfriend was asleep and all she could offer was dry sex, no man wants dry sex. The days we could have good sex, she was busy on her Facebook and WhatsApp, I literally had to switch off her phone to get into her.

So I had two women, one who depended on my money and the one I depended on for money and experience. I was confused, I didn' know who to settle with, since I loved my girlfriend and my 'car'. I didn't want to be judged by society for sleeping with an old woman...

Part 2 tomorrow
 
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