Innate resistance to hiv

It all started mid-year 2018 I was having serious troubles with my fiancée, our relationship woes were worsened by the fact I had be jobless for a while, save for some small jobs I was getting but not quite often. I decided I would not let another year go to waste without trying something to generate income I ventured into business of selling mitumba bales at wholesale with a little financing from my parents, but soon enough the competition/brokers at gikomba drove me out of business than I had anticipated.
While still pondering my next move my cousin had started to operate local joint in machakos town, but he was always complaining of the manager not giving the enough sales& daily expense were very high hence the business was not picking has he had projected, he offered me to manage it for him to see if the business would pick though I had never managed a pub before I accepted as I was a bit flexible/jobless and he would pay me for my general expenses. I was relieved at least I would have some cash so I started to manage for him the joint around august that year. I did manage to turn around the sales quickly since I realized the joint was being opened around 9.am while competitors were opening as early as 5.am and we were missing on those early morning sales ya watu wa kutoa lock by the way huko mututho does not apply as long as kina pamba wakikujia yao jioni hiko which was 300 daily unauza the whole day mpaka past saa tano hata kama liquor license was allowing alcohol sale up to 11.pm
life moved on quickly and I learned the job without any issues. The barmaids I found there were more than willing to help me where I could not understand especially hesabu ya keg but the rest was pretty easy since the previous manager had been fired before I could start to work there so I had to depend on the bar maid to show me most of the stuff but walikua wananiongopa juu walikua wanajua mwenye club ni my cousin so I had power to fire them if I wanted. Since my job yangu ilikua ya hesabu na kurestock I had a lot of free time, nikaanza kukagua club za huko machakos just for fun with the friends I had made there. One day tukaeda local Fulani within the town na beste Fulani ilikua base yake alikua anakatia ma barmaid wa huko so mimi nilikua tu wingman wake incase habatike since alikua amenotice akikatia mmoja wao anasema akitoka shift atakuja na beshte yake hence mimi nikue backup and thats how I met this wonderful barmaid Esther was her name she was petite fine looking with nice ass but small boobs.nikachukua number tukaanza kuchat and our chats quickly turned sexual she even went ahead to confess, she was not dating anyone which I knew was pure lie but since I was having relationship issue singe mind kusmash hii mali nitoe angalau dryspell. So we made it habit of visiting that joint every day jioni kuchapa moja nikirudi hiyo time home because at that time I was not staying at machakos nilikua na commute daily from eastlando, But I had a reserved room huko kwa club incase nichelewe huko. then one day nikachelewa huko base ya kina easther huyo beste yangu hiyo siku aliangukia waiter Fulani hakajitoa kweda lodging, since he was married lazima angemaliza shunguli town before aede kwa bibi. Nikashow esther since nimechelewa, naeda kulala huko place ya job .nikamuliza jokingly kama angemind twede naye akimaliza nikamushow nko na dryspell ya mwaka singemind hata one round akacheka akasema ni uongo nikamushow twendanishe I prove to her .So she finished her shift, as I waited outside since kwao walikua wanafunga saa tano akanieka almost 30 minutes hapo nje karibu nigive up ndio nikasikia sauti yake kumbe alikua anapima my patience alikua ananichungulia all that time nikasema nisawa tu najua ntalipiza kitandani tukachukua nduthi tukaeda base yangu .kufika masai akafungua tukaingia uzuri the barmaids hawakua wanalala hapo walikua wanatoka makwao. So ni kutoa dry spell na kumtoa asubuhi na mapema before kufuguliwe. I wanted to keep my affairs in check.

I opened the bar ,grabbed a packet of condoms from the counter I wanted to check the sales of the day and we went to my room, kufika kwa room she surprised me she undressed quickly na akaingia bed kumbe pia yeye alikua na dry spell na akasema nizime stima(I still dont understand why ladies prefer lights zikiwa off usiku yet mchana unaona uchi yake in plain sight)hakukua na time ya romance she just spread her legs wide open I positioned myself lift her legs to my shoulders I finished putting my cd on and then I slid in her very wet pussy which was way tight than I had expected I thought she would have mileage ingine wa zimu owing the fact that she was a barmaid and they are known to be very loose but this one was different ,even better than my current finance I stated slow humping with every stroke her breathing increasing at least I knew I was hitting the right walls after some minutes I adjusted her to missionary style I could feel I was about to nut because of the dry spell .
Then all over a suddenly I felt something very warm around my cock I thought I had cum but no I was still fully erect I tried to pull out to check my condom if it had burst then esther did the unthinkable she wrapped her legs around mine and her hand around my back so I was in a locked position I told let me change the condom she could hear none of it she assured me wacha kushutka nko safe mimi I weighed my options and with my small head thinking na Guinness tano kwa mwili. I was not thinking with my big head I humped until I exploded which was just 2 minutes later. We dozed off for few hours until she woke me up wanting some more actions, she gave me a sloppy blowjob and just as I was getting protection she slid her pussy into my dick on top of me and she gave me one hell of a riding until we cum together
Morning came and we bade goodbyes with promise of me buying her chipo for lunch then akili ndio ikarudi default settings. What had I done I just dry fried a bar maid I remembered they were touted to be the worst carriers of std/hiv. I went into depression immediately I called her and interrogated her I told her we should go get tested she assured me she has always been careful and since she had a kid back at the village she would not mess herself ,actually she wanted to know if she can trust me because she fears Nairobi men they are the one with the diease.atleast nilitulia .nikapiga hesabu ya bar na kurestock harakaharaka nikaeda stage nikapada mtaani .On the way mawazo yakanizidia nikajiuliza what did I do why I could have put on a condom .nikasema I have to take pep hata kama she is clean better safe than regrets later because of 15 minutes pleasure .
Nikaeda a local health Centre but I was too afraid to go to the ccc clinic since there was a big line.nikatoka hapo nikikumbuka I have to take the medicine the earliest time possible and already 16 hours had elapsed ,then I remembered theirs a mission hospital in mlolongo called ST Francis asis community hospital nishaeda kuona patient huko na niliona hainanga watu wengi .nikachukua mat nikachukua pale mlolongo nikaeda hiyo hosi,kuingia hata nilishidwa kusema nataka nini ni venye nurse aliniuliza ama unataka kujua hali yako nikasema ndio na yeye bila haibu akashout mercy fanyia huyo p24(hiv test) nikaeda nikapimwa, nikaulizwa maswali zile za kawaida results zikatoka zikawa negative. nikaulizwa kama nataka kuona doki nikasema ndio. nikaonyeshwa mlango yake na akaletewa details zangu. I told the doctor nataka pep. shock on me akaanza kunisomea akiniuliza mbona siwezi tumia condom kwani sina akili, akasema niedee pep machakos general hospital ama athiriver level 3 facility .nikambeg nikamushow ni ulevi tu akacheka kumbe ni mimi sikua nashikanisha anataka nitoe kitu kidogo since pep are supposed to be given for free, nikamushow nko na two hundred bob only akacheka akasema kama sina two thousand shilling niede public hosi ,since blunder ni yangu nikambembeleza mpaka akakubali 500 akanipea dawa akanipatia instructions venye nafaaa kufanya .nikatoka nikaona hao nurse wakiggilge nikajua tu ni mimi naongelewa nikashidwa kwani stigma ya hiv haijawai isha na c eti nko nayo.
I started taking the pep as prescribed jioni at ten pm ndio nilikua nameza matembe the first 3 days I had the worst diarrhea of my life but the doc had warned me of these side effects, then afterwards the side effects became minimal but kumeza hizo tembe kumbwa hivyo was scaring the hell shit out of me I regretted why I even met Esther.
I swore to the living God am not touching any lady anytime soon na huyo esther hata nikaanza kulega chats zake. A week passed hatujaona akakuja kunitafuta huko job nikamushow nilikua busy akasema anadai mtree alisikia ikiwa tamu nikasema sawa shingo upande nikijua atleaast hata akiniletea nitaweka condom mpangoni. Jioni sikurudi mtaani juu pia expenses niliona hiko juu nikakua nalala siku moja Niki skip ndio nisave expenses .after job yake kuisha akakuja akapata mimi nimeshalewa juu ya kuzoeana na macustomers walikua wananirushia maroundi in return kama ulimwachia bill alipe badaye which I came to realize was a very big mistake .tukaingia bed tukalala I had no interest in sex but dryspell nilikua nayo usiku akaniamsha for some romping mimi na maulevi natafuta cd she had already slid her pussy in my dick I tried to wrestle her to stop but she was already riding hard on me I said haidhuru she has assured me she is clean so no cause for alarm. Henceforth we stated fucking without protection and I continued taking those peps because I had been advised not to stop taking them until the dosage is finished which I did but here. I was dry frying esther not knowing her hiv status just trusting her and since I had stayed for more than a year without regular sex I was more than happier to get easy lay and to make it better she was getting those monthly injection to prevent pregnancies and since I had never seen her take any medication I was assured this lady is very clean but I was very wrong to come to that conclusion even though she works in a bar ,she even told me then next injection on first week of January 2019 to accompany her to the clinic and also get tested for hiv.
2018 come to end and I had started making amends with my estranged fiancée we even had very good rebound sex which we enjoyed and we both promised to start the year afresh.
So week ya esther ya kwedea monthly injection ikafika but the doc was not around akapostopone but nikamshow we go take hiv test just for confirmation since we had decided to do so nikampleleka clinic Fulani hapo town karibu na stage akaeda akapimwe nikamshow mimi after yeye but something was off why was she taking too tong it had been 20 minutes and hiv test are done less than five minutes.
Finally, she appeared with a note and showed me she has been referred to CDC mks level five for further medical assistance. Karibu nichotwe na tuktuk juu ya kushtuka. I pitied myself I felt like crying why me all this time. I have dry fried she was hiv+ but since her power of pussy had convinced me otherwise esther was standing there unmoved still in shock I could tell by her face. I told we have to get tested elsewhere, these rapid test kits sometimes give wrong results even though deep down I knew 99% of the available hiv test kits give accurate results.
We looked for another private facility and we had the test done together, the kit was in front of us, the moment the doctor finished adding the buffer agent to the blood on the kit esther kit went straight to positive I waited for mine to turn positive but in turned negative. The doctor repeated the test again hers was positive my test remained negative. The doctor told me youre very lucky if you have been having unprotected sex for almost two months and youre negative but I will be sure after I test again 3 months later. We had the confirmation she was hiv positive, that was the worst day of my life I regreted everything I remembered my precious fiancé I had just had sex week ago sasa nampelekea ugonjwa na yeye ndio amekua akicheat in our relationship uzuri yake anatumia protection na venye ananitrust things could not get worse. Esther told me she would commit suicide I comforted and told her there is life after being diagnosed with hiv. After we left the clinic and made arrangements she would go back to the doc to be linked up with na support group so as to start her medication. We went back to my place together in Nairobi and she quit her job and decided to stay at my place for a while a let her since she had become suicidal. I just wanted to offer moral support. we decide we going to use protection until I get confirmation that I am hiv positive/negative since I was not of the hook yet.
Esther threatened me if I her dump she will commit suicide and leave a note saying I infected her with hiv which would be true if I was so to test positive later but for now I told her I am negative so I reasoned with and convinced her to trace back to the last person she suspected might have infected her. Soon she found it was married teacher she was having an affair with who had infected her since. she forced him to go get tested and the results were confirmed to be positive at least .nikaona mimi nikiwa mjinga sana kumbe she suspected it and hatched a plan whoever comes her way she will convince him she is clean ndio apate chali wa kukaa nayeye since angekaa na the married teacher.Maisha ikaendelea then a week later after testing usiku moja nikaamka nikiumwa mwili yote sana very severe headache na diarrhea wazimu nikakunywa Panadol wapi sikulala asubuhi ikafika nikaoga nikaeda job,on the way the symptoms zikakuwa mingi swollen glands, kusikia fatigue na nko kwa matatu nikaingia google nikagoogle hiv infection symptoms excessive fatigue swollen glands, sore throats. all those I was experiencing I knew my goose had been cooked. ugonjwa imeingia hakuna haja ya kungonja miezi tatu after siku tatu kuangalia chest after shower, naona some rashes appearing all over. nikajua mimi kwisha nikaingia into depression mpaka nikafukuza esther nikamshow atafute job coz her expenses were too much. the symptoms lasted for 2 weeks then zikadisappear but rashes za chest zilibaki mpaka wa leo, nikajiuliza nilichukua pep na nikedelea dry fry why nikaona maisha yangu maisha kabisa, nikikumbuka a recent burial in home area of a guy who had died of aids and I was another statistic to be added to our village I felt sorry for my family. I had no courage at all.
I stayed for one month without speaking to her then around march 2019 we made amends and started sleeping together but deep down I knew I had the virus but I was justing using protection to console myself hoping after 3 months results would be negative and since the pub had a shortage of barmaid I hired her to come work for me which was a very big mistake which I highly regret upto date.
Biashara nayo 2019 ilikua imeanza kweda chini and my cousin told me since he could not raise the cash to pay for business licenses since the previous had expired at the end of the year i.e. liquor license, business permit, health certificate and watu wa copyright tufuge base but kama naeza get pesa nilipe then naeza endelea nitumia vitu zake na nijibuyie stock nikaona ikiwa deal poa nikaaproch my family nikapewa support ya 100 k nikalipa hizo vitu zote biashara ikakua yangu.
Tukaanza kufanya kazi na esther tukishi pamoja hapo kwa club, kumbe she was a certified drama queen .ni venye akuwai nishow her true colours, she started by saying I could not talk to female customers eti wananikatia and yet yeye anafurahisha wanaume hapo. Nikipigiwa simu na dame ni shida. then all over suddenly she wants to be married nimpleke kwetu. things were moving really fast I had no intention of ever marrying her even if I turn out to be hiv positive. Tukaedelea kufanya kazi mpaka nikachoka tu kutuimia cd juu sasa zile symptoms niliexpereince some months ago were definitely for hiv nikaanza Kula dry fry she was very happy now because she knew were in together now. I trusted her and even left most of hesabu ya bar kufanya, while naeda shunguli ingine kumbe, ilikua blunder since she was not used to handling a lot of cash by herself and I trusted her whatever she told me she sold is what I would take. but around July started to notice the business was struggling I was paying rent with my own saving yet it was supposed to come from the business and we were making sales. I confronted her and she threatened to leave immediately claiming I cant trust her and the way she has sacrificed staying with me performing wife duties yet I cant take her to meet my parents. We continued with the issues as I struggled to keep the business afloat but it reached a point in September we made total loss of more than 40 000 I just told her I think the business is failing because she is stealing from me she became abusive and went to home.
Nikasukuma job week moja nikitafuta mfanyi kazi nikakosa. nikambembeleza esther akarudi tukafanya hiyo mwezi ikaisha tukisumbuana. then I lost my Guka I told her I needed time to be with my people to prepare for the burial. She bluntly refused and told me si mimi nimekufiwa nikajiuliza mungu hata kama nikukosa, this is too much I told her afungue asifungue nitaeda mazishi and off I went. she worked for three days akinitumia pesa nikamdanganya nalipa rent which sikua nataka kulipa. I had made up the decision to close the place since I was making losses and kept borrowing to keep the business a float, since alikua amenisumbua sana venye nilitoka mazishi nikwambia I am closing the place down ajipange na nikaeda na funguo nikamwacha huko kwa keja ya huko club. I came later collected everything told her to pack her things I drop her home since my cousin occasionally let me use one of his cars, when he is not using them. We parted ways kila mtu akaeda kwao November yote akashida akinibeg akisema amereform and since dry spell ilikua inasumbua nikamshow akuje kejani. she came fully packed nguo za mwezi mzima tukaishi December yote then akaanza kuniaccuse of cheating while nashida nayeye of which it was my ex fiancée trying to get back. Akarudi kwao akanishow nikimtaka nimwedee nikasema sawa.
In Jan of 2020 I made a resolution since I was sure I am infected with hiv am going to take control of my life I would go get tested and start medication. I had become pale of my former self and my family were concerned, they thought it was lack of income, if only they could know what was destroying me slowly they would be ashamed of me. Esther started talking to me again she had a job somewhere in makutano junction tukareconect tena natoa dryspell kila mtu anaedelea na maisha .as I continued staying in the house I made a final decision just before corona was announced In Kenya I would get tested to confirm my hiv status and start medication nikapata courage nikaeda LVCT pale Kenya cinema 7th floor nikafika nikapanga line,kulikuwa kama watu kumi mbele but wengi ni wale wa kuchukua dawa wakitoka .I looked at myself in that life and I cried but no one was bothering kila mtu na hali yake ,nikaitwa nikaingia nikasema nimekuja nipimwe na nipewe dawa za hiv ,nikaulizwa kama nko sure nko positive nikasema najua kabisa nikadanganyana nilijipima kwa nyumba na niliona positive because when I remember the symptoms their no way I would not be positive .nikatolewa damu enough ya kutest mara mbili .test kit ikaekwa na nikwambiwa ngoja results I waited for the line to go positive it stayed negative. the hiv specialist did another test I came out negative I laughed for the first time in a very long time how could this be possible I have had more than 200 exposures having unprotected sex with esther and I was negative I told her no way those kits are giving wrong information she brought another set and we tested again the results came out negative .she told me WM hauna virusi vya HIV youre negative but esther was positive I even had screened shot her results in machakos .nikapewa counselling nikamshow no need kama ni mungu amenipea another chance in life I would never ever dry fry again.
Turns my body has a specific mutation gene which fights off the hiv infection every time I am exposed to the hiv virus and as for the rashes and the HIV symptoms I experienced where for a skin infection a fungal dermatitis that what I was told after I did a total blood count including testing for STDS and ELISA test for hiv infection and given medication to treat the rashes and as of today I am free from hiv I want to work out things with my ex fiancées since she is still around and she gave me another chance to redeem our rship.
 

Dibbz

Lister
"I remembered my precious fiancé I had just had sex week ago sasa nampelekea ugonjwa na yeye ndio amekua akicheat in our relationship uzuri yake anatumia protection na venye ananitrust things could not get worse"

Taking back a cheating fiancee would still be like dry frying random chicks, niliona mahali wakisema live-in/married couples are the highest carriers wa hiv, juu ya kuzoea dry fry.
 
"I remembered my precious fiancé I had just had sex week ago sasa nampelekea ugonjwa na yeye ndio amekua akicheat in our relationship uzuri yake anatumia protection na venye ananitrust things could not get worse"

Taking back a cheating fiancee would still be like dry frying random chicks, niliona mahali wakisema live-in/married couples are the highest carriers wa hiv, juu ya kuzoea dry fry.
Excatly but we have done all the tests and she is clean though am still weighing my options
 

Budspencer

Elder Lister
Pussy is a powerful thing, makes men irrational
Hio ya dem kulazimisha DF by grabbing and directing it into her hole while I'm trying to put on antivirus has happened to me too. Alijipata anashika flaccid meat sahio nimempea stare ingine ya kutisha
 
Hio ya dem kulazimisha DF by grabbing and directing it into her hole while I'm trying to put on antivirus has happened to me too. Alijipata anashika flaccid meat sahio nimempea stare ingine ya kutisha
It's stages in life we exeperince and live to remember and learn never to repeat the mistakes again
 
It all started mid-year 2018 I was having serious troubles with my fiancée, our relationship woes were worsened by the fact I had be jobless for a while, save for some small jobs I was getting but not quite often. I decided I would not let another year go to waste without trying something to generate income I ventured into business of selling mitumba bales at wholesale with a little financing from my parents, but soon enough the competition/brokers at gikomba drove me out of business than I had anticipated.
While still pondering my next move my cousin had started to operate local joint in machakos town, but he was always complaining of the manager not giving the enough sales& daily expense were very high hence the business was not picking has he had projected, he offered me to manage it for him to see if the business would pick though I had never managed a pub before I accepted as I was a bit flexible/jobless and he would pay me for my general expenses. I was relieved at least I would have some cash so I started to manage for him the joint around august that year. I did manage to turn around the sales quickly since I realized the joint was being opened around 9.am while competitors were opening as early as 5.am and we were missing on those early morning sales ya watu wa kutoa lock by the way huko mututho does not apply as long as kina pamba wakikujia yao jioni hiko which was 300 daily unauza the whole day mpaka past saa tano hata kama liquor license was allowing alcohol sale up to 11.pm
life moved on quickly and I learned the job without any issues. The barmaids I found there were more than willing to help me where I could not understand especially hesabu ya keg but the rest was pretty easy since the previous manager had been fired before I could start to work there so I had to depend on the bar maid to show me most of the stuff but walikua wananiongopa juu walikua wanajua mwenye club ni my cousin so I had power to fire them if I wanted. Since my job yangu ilikua ya hesabu na kurestock I had a lot of free time, nikaanza kukagua club za huko machakos just for fun with the friends I had made there. One day tukaeda local Fulani within the town na beste Fulani ilikua base yake alikua anakatia ma barmaid wa huko so mimi nilikua tu wingman wake incase habatike since alikua amenotice akikatia mmoja wao anasema akitoka shift atakuja na beshte yake hence mimi nikue backup and thats how I met this wonderful barmaid Esther was her name she was petite fine looking with nice ass but small boobs.nikachukua number tukaanza kuchat and our chats quickly turned sexual she even went ahead to confess, she was not dating anyone which I knew was pure lie but since I was having relationship issue singe mind kusmash hii mali nitoe angalau dryspell. So we made it habit of visiting that joint every day jioni kuchapa moja nikirudi hiyo time home because at that time I was not staying at machakos nilikua na commute daily from eastlando, But I had a reserved room huko kwa club incase nichelewe huko. then one day nikachelewa huko base ya kina easther huyo beste yangu hiyo siku aliangukia waiter Fulani hakajitoa kweda lodging, since he was married lazima angemaliza shunguli town before aede kwa bibi. Nikashow esther since nimechelewa, naeda kulala huko place ya job .nikamuliza jokingly kama angemind twede naye akimaliza nikamushow nko na dryspell ya mwaka singemind hata one round akacheka akasema ni uongo nikamushow twendanishe I prove to her .So she finished her shift, as I waited outside since kwao walikua wanafunga saa tano akanieka almost 30 minutes hapo nje karibu nigive up ndio nikasikia sauti yake kumbe alikua anapima my patience alikua ananichungulia all that time nikasema nisawa tu najua ntalipiza kitandani tukachukua nduthi tukaeda base yangu .kufika masai akafungua tukaingia uzuri the barmaids hawakua wanalala hapo walikua wanatoka makwao. So ni kutoa dry spell na kumtoa asubuhi na mapema before kufuguliwe. I wanted to keep my affairs in check.

I opened the bar ,grabbed a packet of condoms from the counter I wanted to check the sales of the day and we went to my room, kufika kwa room she surprised me she undressed quickly na akaingia bed kumbe pia yeye alikua na dry spell na akasema nizime stima(I still dont understand why ladies prefer lights zikiwa off usiku yet mchana unaona uchi yake in plain sight)hakukua na time ya romance she just spread her legs wide open I positioned myself lift her legs to my shoulders I finished putting my cd on and then I slid in her very wet pussy which was way tight than I had expected I thought she would have mileage ingine wa zimu owing the fact that she was a barmaid and they are known to be very loose but this one was different ,even better than my current finance I stated slow humping with every stroke her breathing increasing at least I knew I was hitting the right walls after some minutes I adjusted her to missionary style I could feel I was about to nut because of the dry spell .
Then all over a suddenly I felt something very warm around my cock I thought I had cum but no I was still fully erect I tried to pull out to check my condom if it had burst then esther did the unthinkable she wrapped her legs around mine and her hand around my back so I was in a locked position I told let me change the condom she could hear none of it she assured me wacha kushutka nko safe mimi I weighed my options and with my small head thinking na Guinness tano kwa mwili. I was not thinking with my big head I humped until I exploded which was just 2 minutes later. We dozed off for few hours until she woke me up wanting some more actions, she gave me a sloppy blowjob and just as I was getting protection she slid her pussy into my dick on top of me and she gave me one hell of a riding until we cum together
Morning came and we bade goodbyes with promise of me buying her chipo for lunch then akili ndio ikarudi default settings. What had I done I just dry fried a bar maid I remembered they were touted to be the worst carriers of std/hiv. I went into depression immediately I called her and interrogated her I told her we should go get tested she assured me she has always been careful and since she had a kid back at the village she would not mess herself ,actually she wanted to know if she can trust me because she fears Nairobi men they are the one with the diease.atleast nilitulia .nikapiga hesabu ya bar na kurestock harakaharaka nikaeda stage nikapada mtaani .On the way mawazo yakanizidia nikajiuliza what did I do why I could have put on a condom .nikasema I have to take pep hata kama she is clean better safe than regrets later because of 15 minutes pleasure .
Nikaeda a local health Centre but I was too afraid to go to the ccc clinic since there was a big line.nikatoka hapo nikikumbuka I have to take the medicine the earliest time possible and already 16 hours had elapsed ,then I remembered theirs a mission hospital in mlolongo called ST Francis asis community hospital nishaeda kuona patient huko na niliona hainanga watu wengi .nikachukua mat nikachukua pale mlolongo nikaeda hiyo hosi,kuingia hata nilishidwa kusema nataka nini ni venye nurse aliniuliza ama unataka kujua hali yako nikasema ndio na yeye bila haibu akashout mercy fanyia huyo p24(hiv test) nikaeda nikapimwa, nikaulizwa maswali zile za kawaida results zikatoka zikawa negative. nikaulizwa kama nataka kuona doki nikasema ndio. nikaonyeshwa mlango yake na akaletewa details zangu. I told the doctor nataka pep. shock on me akaanza kunisomea akiniuliza mbona siwezi tumia condom kwani sina akili, akasema niedee pep machakos general hospital ama athiriver level 3 facility .nikambeg nikamushow ni ulevi tu akacheka kumbe ni mimi sikua nashikanisha anataka nitoe kitu kidogo since pep are supposed to be given for free, nikamushow nko na two hundred bob only akacheka akasema kama sina two thousand shilling niede public hosi ,since blunder ni yangu nikambembeleza mpaka akakubali 500 akanipea dawa akanipatia instructions venye nafaaa kufanya .nikatoka nikaona hao nurse wakiggilge nikajua tu ni mimi naongelewa nikashidwa kwani stigma ya hiv haijawai isha na c eti nko nayo.
I started taking the pep as prescribed jioni at ten pm ndio nilikua nameza matembe the first 3 days I had the worst diarrhea of my life but the doc had warned me of these side effects, then afterwards the side effects became minimal but kumeza hizo tembe kumbwa hivyo was scaring the hell shit out of me I regretted why I even met Esther.
I swore to the living God am not touching any lady anytime soon na huyo esther hata nikaanza kulega chats zake. A week passed hatujaona akakuja kunitafuta huko job nikamushow nilikua busy akasema anadai mtree alisikia ikiwa tamu nikasema sawa shingo upande nikijua atleaast hata akiniletea nitaweka condom mpangoni. Jioni sikurudi mtaani juu pia expenses niliona hiko juu nikakua nalala siku moja Niki skip ndio nisave expenses .after job yake kuisha akakuja akapata mimi nimeshalewa juu ya kuzoeana na macustomers walikua wananirushia maroundi in return kama ulimwachia bill alipe badaye which I came to realize was a very big mistake .tukaingia bed tukalala I had no interest in sex but dryspell nilikua nayo usiku akaniamsha for some romping mimi na maulevi natafuta cd she had already slid her pussy in my dick I tried to wrestle her to stop but she was already riding hard on me I said haidhuru she has assured me she is clean so no cause for alarm. Henceforth we stated fucking without protection and I continued taking those peps because I had been advised not to stop taking them until the dosage is finished which I did but here. I was dry frying esther not knowing her hiv status just trusting her and since I had stayed for more than a year without regular sex I was more than happier to get easy lay and to make it better she was getting those monthly injection to prevent pregnancies and since I had never seen her take any medication I was assured this lady is very clean but I was very wrong to come to that conclusion even though she works in a bar ,she even told me then next injection on first week of January 2019 to accompany her to the clinic and also get tested for hiv.
2018 come to end and I had started making amends with my estranged fiancée we even had very good rebound sex which we enjoyed and we both promised to start the year afresh.
So week ya esther ya kwedea monthly injection ikafika but the doc was not around akapostopone but nikamshow we go take hiv test just for confirmation since we had decided to do so nikampleleka clinic Fulani hapo town karibu na stage akaeda akapimwe nikamshow mimi after yeye but something was off why was she taking too tong it had been 20 minutes and hiv test are done less than five minutes.
Finally, she appeared with a note and showed me she has been referred to CDC mks level five for further medical assistance. Karibu nichotwe na tuktuk juu ya kushtuka. I pitied myself I felt like crying why me all this time. I have dry fried she was hiv+ but since her power of pussy had convinced me otherwise esther was standing there unmoved still in shock I could tell by her face. I told we have to get tested elsewhere, these rapid test kits sometimes give wrong results even though deep down I knew 99% of the available hiv test kits give accurate results.
We looked for another private facility and we had the test done together, the kit was in front of us, the moment the doctor finished adding the buffer agent to the blood on the kit esther kit went straight to positive I waited for mine to turn positive but in turned negative. The doctor repeated the test again hers was positive my test remained negative. The doctor told me youre very lucky if you have been having unprotected sex for almost two months and youre negative but I will be sure after I test again 3 months later. We had the confirmation she was hiv positive, that was the worst day of my life I regreted everything I remembered my precious fiancé I had just had sex week ago sasa nampelekea ugonjwa na yeye ndio amekua akicheat in our relationship uzuri yake anatumia protection na venye ananitrust things could not get worse. Esther told me she would commit suicide I comforted and told her there is life after being diagnosed with hiv. After we left the clinic and made arrangements she would go back to the doc to be linked up with na support group so as to start her medication. We went back to my place together in Nairobi and she quit her job and decided to stay at my place for a while a let her since she had become suicidal. I just wanted to offer moral support. we decide we going to use protection until I get confirmation that I am hiv positive/negative since I was not of the hook yet.
Esther threatened me if I her dump she will commit suicide and leave a note saying I infected her with hiv which would be true if I was so to test positive later but for now I told her I am negative so I reasoned with and convinced her to trace back to the last person she suspected might have infected her. Soon she found it was married teacher she was having an affair with who had infected her since. she forced him to go get tested and the results were confirmed to be positive at least .nikaona mimi nikiwa mjinga sana kumbe she suspected it and hatched a plan whoever comes her way she will convince him she is clean ndio apate chali wa kukaa nayeye since angekaa na the married teacher.Maisha ikaendelea then a week later after testing usiku moja nikaamka nikiumwa mwili yote sana very severe headache na diarrhea wazimu nikakunywa Panadol wapi sikulala asubuhi ikafika nikaoga nikaeda job,on the way the symptoms zikakuwa mingi swollen glands, kusikia fatigue na nko kwa matatu nikaingia google nikagoogle hiv infection symptoms excessive fatigue swollen glands, sore throats. all those I was experiencing I knew my goose had been cooked. ugonjwa imeingia hakuna haja ya kungonja miezi tatu after siku tatu kuangalia chest after shower, naona some rashes appearing all over. nikajua mimi kwisha nikaingia into depression mpaka nikafukuza esther nikamshow atafute job coz her expenses were too much. the symptoms lasted for 2 weeks then zikadisappear but rashes za chest zilibaki mpaka wa leo, nikajiuliza nilichukua pep na nikedelea dry fry why nikaona maisha yangu maisha kabisa, nikikumbuka a recent burial in home area of a guy who had died of aids and I was another statistic to be added to our village I felt sorry for my family. I had no courage at all.
I stayed for one month without speaking to her then around march 2019 we made amends and started sleeping together but deep down I knew I had the virus but I was justing using protection to console myself hoping after 3 months results would be negative and since the pub had a shortage of barmaid I hired her to come work for me which was a very big mistake which I highly regret upto date.
Biashara nayo 2019 ilikua imeanza kweda chini and my cousin told me since he could not raise the cash to pay for business licenses since the previous had expired at the end of the year i.e. liquor license, business permit, health certificate and watu wa copyright tufuge base but kama naeza get pesa nilipe then naeza endelea nitumia vitu zake na nijibuyie stock nikaona ikiwa deal poa nikaaproch my family nikapewa support ya 100 k nikalipa hizo vitu zote biashara ikakua yangu.
Tukaanza kufanya kazi na esther tukishi pamoja hapo kwa club, kumbe she was a certified drama queen .ni venye akuwai nishow her true colours, she started by saying I could not talk to female customers eti wananikatia and yet yeye anafurahisha wanaume hapo. Nikipigiwa simu na dame ni shida. then all over suddenly she wants to be married nimpleke kwetu. things were moving really fast I had no intention of ever marrying her even if I turn out to be hiv positive. Tukaedelea kufanya kazi mpaka nikachoka tu kutuimia cd juu sasa zile symptoms niliexpereince some months ago were definitely for hiv nikaanza Kula dry fry she was very happy now because she knew were in together now. I trusted her and even left most of hesabu ya bar kufanya, while naeda shunguli ingine kumbe, ilikua blunder since she was not used to handling a lot of cash by herself and I trusted her whatever she told me she sold is what I would take. but around July started to notice the business was struggling I was paying rent with my own saving yet it was supposed to come from the business and we were making sales. I confronted her and she threatened to leave immediately claiming I cant trust her and the way she has sacrificed staying with me performing wife duties yet I cant take her to meet my parents. We continued with the issues as I struggled to keep the business afloat but it reached a point in September we made total loss of more than 40 000 I just told her I think the business is failing because she is stealing from me she became abusive and went to home.
Nikasukuma job week moja nikitafuta mfanyi kazi nikakosa. nikambembeleza esther akarudi tukafanya hiyo mwezi ikaisha tukisumbuana. then I lost my Guka I told her I needed time to be with my people to prepare for the burial. She bluntly refused and told me si mimi nimekufiwa nikajiuliza mungu hata kama nikukosa, this is too much I told her afungue asifungue nitaeda mazishi and off I went. she worked for three days akinitumia pesa nikamdanganya nalipa rent which sikua nataka kulipa. I had made up the decision to close the place since I was making losses and kept borrowing to keep the business a float, since alikua amenisumbua sana venye nilitoka mazishi nikwambia I am closing the place down ajipange na nikaeda na funguo nikamwacha huko kwa keja ya huko club. I came later collected everything told her to pack her things I drop her home since my cousin occasionally let me use one of his cars, when he is not using them. We parted ways kila mtu akaeda kwao November yote akashida akinibeg akisema amereform and since dry spell ilikua inasumbua nikamshow akuje kejani. she came fully packed nguo za mwezi mzima tukaishi December yote then akaanza kuniaccuse of cheating while nashida nayeye of which it was my ex fiancée trying to get back. Akarudi kwao akanishow nikimtaka nimwedee nikasema sawa.
In Jan of 2020 I made a resolution since I was sure I am infected with hiv am going to take control of my life I would go get tested and start medication. I had become pale of my former self and my family were concerned, they thought it was lack of income, if only they could know what was destroying me slowly they would be ashamed of me. Esther started talking to me again she had a job somewhere in makutano junction tukareconect tena natoa dryspell kila mtu anaedelea na maisha .as I continued staying in the house I made a final decision just before corona was announced In Kenya I would get tested to confirm my hiv status and start medication nikapata courage nikaeda LVCT pale Kenya cinema 7th floor nikafika nikapanga line,kulikuwa kama watu kumi mbele but wengi ni wale wa kuchukua dawa wakitoka .I looked at myself in that life and I cried but no one was bothering kila mtu na hali yake ,nikaitwa nikaingia nikasema nimekuja nipimwe na nipewe dawa za hiv ,nikaulizwa kama nko sure nko positive nikasema najua kabisa nikadanganyana nilijipima kwa nyumba na niliona positive because when I remember the symptoms their no way I would not be positive .nikatolewa damu enough ya kutest mara mbili .test kit ikaekwa na nikwambiwa ngoja results I waited for the line to go positive it stayed negative. the hiv specialist did another test I came out negative I laughed for the first time in a very long time how could this be possible I have had more than 200 exposures having unprotected sex with esther and I was negative I told her no way those kits are giving wrong information she brought another set and we tested again the results came out negative .she told me WM hauna virusi vya HIV youre negative but esther was positive I even had screened shot her results in machakos .nikapewa counselling nikamshow no need kama ni mungu adrymenipea another chance in life I would never ever dry fry again.
Turns my body has a specific mutation gene which fights off the hiv infection every time I am exposed to the hiv virus and as for the rashes and the HIV symptoms I experienced where for a skin infection a fungal dermatitis that what I was told after I did a total blood count including testing for STDS and ELISA test for hiv infection and given medication to treat the rashes and as of today I am free from hiv I want to work out things with my ex fiancées since she is still around and she gave me another chance to redeem our rship.
Dry spell drives people crazy 😅😅😅
 
My friend that's a closed chapter u don't get lucky twice ...when I went to lvct for the tests and saw guys queing for medication for old and young ..that's was my turning point i can't dare dry fry again
 
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