but I hate China for bringing trouble that's affecting ME directly
Are you 100 per cent sure? how did they bring about the trouble?
My thought - If I had a bio-weapon to test I wouldn't do it in one of my major cities where the effect on population, tourism and trade would be devastating and long lasting but in any one of the other 194 countries where I would do it surreptitiously then retreat to observe the effects.
My other thought is on motive - Someone really wanted to destroy China or at least slow it down. Unfortunately COVID-19. unlike the other coronaviruses such as MERS and SARS, brought with it problems of containment that have brought unforeseen consequences in lands not planned.
There were some people who were very quick to point fingers at the direction from which the virus had supposedly come. What research had been done by first week of january to direct western media to bats and pangolins in Wuhan's wet markets? We even saw documentaries of the markets released in late january and february...did someone go into "hot" Wuhan (in lockdown!) with a film crew in tow just to make a human interest documentary of the city market? Or the material had been filmed beforehand?
Why?
#justsomethoughtsthatbotherme